i.just.don’t.know.

Where am I going? What am I leaving behind? Did I mess up? Have I finished all that I started? Have I even started? Why do I feel so alone yet so loved? Am I scared? Is fear ruling my life? Did I tell her all I needed to say? Why do I imagine my…

You Are So Ugly

Ugly- (adj) unpleasant or repulsive, especially in appearance    There are a lot of bad words in the English language. Many of these words will leave a sting if they are directed at someone else. The word ugly has developed into a very hurtful word. I can argue that it is one of the worst….

Do I Trust You?

I was driving back home from a spring break trip to my friend’s university in Pennsylvania. The drive from home to my friend’s school was easy. It was pretty much a straight shot. I set the cruise control and jammed out to my music for 2.5 hours. However, the ride home was a bit different….

Noticing You Noticing me

The last few weeks (more like months) I have been really stressed/anxious/fearful.      Why? I have no idea what my future holds. I have no idea what state I will be living in next year. I have no idea if I will find good friends. When I talk to others about my future I…

I Can’t Be With You Yet

  Dear Future Bride,                                                                                                      …