Lately, I’ve been praying.
A pretty simple prayer.
“God, allow me to see the truth of who I am. Help me see myself the way You see me.”
Some people may never pray this prayer.
They may fully grasp they are a child of the One True King. They may understand that God died for them. They may see the beauty before they see their scars.
I am not one of those people. I lived in the illusion that I was for a long time. I didn’t see myself in the light of His eyes. I was persuaded by fears and failures to view myself through a clouded lens.
Today, specifically, God answered this prayer. For a moment, though brief, I believe I saw myself as He sees me.
I was sitting on the airport floor. It was in New York. The terminal was hot. There were people everywhere. My blood sugar was for sure low. I felt consumed by anxiety. I felt overwhelmed. I felt drained of everything.
Friends, you may see your faults before your successes. You may feel lost at sea every single day. You may feel overwhelmed and consumed by your negative self talk, anxiety, depression, fears, etc. I encourage you to pray this simple prayer. Allow your current vision of yourself fade. Soon He will send you moments where, even if only for a second, you will see the truth of who you are.